What to do??

Just to start my blog I wanted to pay tribute to Nelson Mandela....such sad news to hear about such a great man and person that has made such a difference to the World. My thoughts and prayers are with his family and friends in this difficult period. However, at times like this I think it's great to celebrate his life and the changes he made. If you don't know much about him take a little time to research him, he fought all his life for what he believed in and to help everyone else...of his life he mentioned that he would want on his tombstone that he did what he could do to achieve the purpose he was put on this earth for. I really like this and makes me question what I am here for, what I should be doing? Do you know what your purpose is? I would not consider myself religious but I like the thought that there is something after death and how we are never truly gone. Although, what ever happens the legacy of Nelson Mandela will last forever and what he has brought to the world will be remembered. 

Now, I have not wrote this blog for a few weeks and the reason is because nothing exciting or blog worthy has happened...my inspiration was not there and I've been caught up with work. However, a recent revelation happened the other day which was rather awkward. Guy, the first bloke I wrote about it my first blog article, read the blog and put two and two together and came to the right conclusion. Resulting in a few tweets and angry texts..I can kinda understand it as I wasn't exactly kind or discreet lol!! However, after apologies where exchanged and we started chatting again I kind of realised I missed it...I missed him!! Now, there was definately problems in the relationship but I kind of want to see if we could make it work again. What do you think? Does the second time around ever work? With Christmas coming up I'm not sure if I just want a boyfriend for the winter or I actually want to be with him....I need help guys?

Christmas is coming up and I'm very excited....not just the actual day but having some time off and just catching up with friends and family. I feel a lot more mature recently and am just looking forward to spending time with my friends over christmas...the Christmas diet is definately not going to be kept to haha!!

So what's on your christmas list this year? A new winter jumper, a hot new guy or just time with your loved ones? I'm getting very soppy due to the time of the year but I'm sure in the New Year I will be back to my usual bitchy self.

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Till next time.....

Great kisser!!!

Another post and so much to talk about..life is never boring, I should definately have my own show lol

Well, let's start with Guy No 2, as I mentioned last time I had completely had enough of him, and felt slightly like punching him every time I saw him, therefore I felt it was time to let him down gently. I tried to do this through continuously saying I was busy, firstly he invited me to a fireworks party but said that I had plans to go to one with my sister, then he asked me to go round the night after for tea (he knew I had no plans as I had told him the week earlier, little tricker to get out of) but told him that I was feeling ill, then after he asked me again to meet up I finally had to come clean and tell him I thought it was best to stay friends!! Was this the easy way out? I kinda felt like I wanted to tell him the truth, to help him in the future perhaps, but I just decided to say I didn't think we were right and we should be friends. What do you think?? 

Next, Guy No 2, I am very excited!! Went on date number 3, he took me to an Italian restaurant just across the river called Piccalinos, it was a great meal with wine and chat and laughs, a perfect date,  it was raining when we got out and he held the umbrella he had brought up for us to shield me from the drizzle (I'm sold lol)!! We got back to my car and I offered him a lift home but he politely declined...then it came to the goodbye!! His bright blue eyes looked right into mine and then his perfect lips came towards mine, I obliged to his demands and went in for the kiss, it starts off slow but then he grabs my face and shows his passion, I feel something flutter inside me and know this is how it's meant to be and the best first kiss ever!! 

After our kiss I convince him to accept my offer of a lift so we can spend more time together and then when we get to his we have a goodnight kiss...perfect!! 

So this seems like it's going well but he hasn't really text me much this week, he is busy with work but I would have thought that he would want to text me more...what do you think? Should I be worried, was I a shit kisser? I am now trying to play it cool as we have arranged to meet this weekend but I really just want a text from him, i will keep on waiting in anticipation!!

This week I've been on a new diet and fitness regime, I need to look good for my new guy, I have a target of 14lbs in 6 weeks and want to look like this guy by Christmas....happy perving guys :)

Till next time....

The drama continues...

What a week it's been, sorry for the delay in sending this new blog, but as much as I would love to just do nothing else I have got a job to contend with!!

So to start with Guy No 1 hasn't really text me since last time, I haven't text him either. I guess it's kind of a who can wait the longest without texting game, I think I'm gonna lose as I really want to text him!! 

Although, I have had Guy No 2 to keep me occupied....where do I start. Now after out first date where he basically didn't take a breath throughout our date, I thought he deserved a second chance. I decided to invite him over (I only get the house to myself every so often)...big mistake!! Firstly, he comes dressed in a women's witches outfit, not reli into the whole cross dressing thing (not judging lol)!! Then, after he gets changed he pounces on the sofa, feet up (no socks BTW) and feels the need to regale me with the time he stole a apple pie in a shop and then also nicked a lightbulb because he couldn't afford it!! Maybe if he didn't pack his credit card with useless shit he didn't need he could have!! You can sense my anger, I just can't stand this guy anymore. Any desire to sleep with this guy quickly disintegrates and I slowly show him the door (after he gives me a goodbye treat, obviously lol)!! 

After this disaster I decide to text Guy Número 1, it can't get any worse right?? It all looks good so far and we have arranged a time to meet this week. I'm really looking forward to it.

As I write this, in Starbucks, waiting for my friend to bring me a gingerbread latte I hold out hope I might have a boyfriend for Christmas, but I am starting to realise that it ain't the most important thing, i would prefer to be alone than end up with a guy who drives me insane!! 

Btw how do I cancel plans to go to a fireworks party with Guy No 2 in a nice way?? 

Till next time...